Two posts in one day, lookit me go!
I couldn’t pass this one up though.
1. 1 year ago I was doing…
Not so well, I was stuck in a rut. Pretty unhappy. Things were running into brick walls and overall just not working my favor.
I was close to relasping, because I was just so frustrated with how things were going.
Last May was a very…angry month for me.
I was frustrated with the SSDI rollercoaster and wanted OFF!
I cut all my hair off and donated it.
I broke things off with my former partner and started dating Sarah.
I was trying to figure out if I wanted to continue doing the whole blogging thing and was feeling pretty burnt out. I’m glad I stuck it out (with some heavy changes for my frickin’ insanity.) and really enjoy it now because I’m not blogging for an audience or trying to ‘fit in’ anymore.
I’m blogging for ME on MY terms.
2. 5 years ago I was doing…
Very well. I had money. I had a job. I played Final Fantasy XI for the first time. I had no complaints and I was overall a very happy person.
Sadly two years later, shit would hit the fan.
I went to my first convention ever.
3. 10 years ago I was doing…
I lost my grandfather.
I was very depressed and suffering from an eating disorder.
I didn’t know what I was doing with my life at all (and I still don’t) while all my other friends had all their after-high school plans already taken care of.
I was trying to figure out my sexuality.
I first met my best friend Tarek and my ex-partner this year as well.
I didn’t want to be on this earth at all, but I hung around for others that “needed me”.
These people no longer speak to me.
4. 1 year from now I’ll be doing…
I’m hoping the Disability Case Journey comes to a end this year, and I’m able to get myself back on my feet financially and maybe start venturing outside of the nest more often
5. 5 years ago I’ll be doing…
Hopefully married to the love of my life and livin’ it up somewhere awesome with our furchildrens.
6. 10 years from now I’ll be doing…
I really don’t plan this far ahead, if the above doesn’t happen to fall into the 5 year park, hopefully it does in the 10 year.
But I’m really all that really rushed to the future.
I’m taking it one day at a time right now.